It’s really not an act.


Sometimes people don’t seem to believe that I really AM shy. At least on voice and in person. Typing and text is different. I have time to think and compose myself and I can sort of just relax. But when I’m talking or in person I just…can’t do some of the things I do in text.

And I get a lot of people thinking it’s an act or a persona I play since in SL my name is Slut and I’m an escort. But I’m not actually that outgoing or comfortable with voicing. There’s only a handful of people I voice with at all and even fewer that I do voice escorting with. >.<


Rarrrrgh. D:

I know my layout is still sort of screwed up, but I’m a little too annoyed to delve into the process of figuring out why yet. >.<  I have no idea why the date area just says undefined. *sigh* But I'll figure it out eventually! lol. It's probably something stupid.

Annnyways, I wanna rant. Which is nothing new right? I do that all the time here. It’s one of the main reasons I have this here. lol. Sometimes there’s shit about secondlife that annoys the fuck out of me and I don’t really want to put it all over Facebook, and anyone who DOESN’T play SL wouldn’t understand any of it anyways.

So. I’ve been working in a club in SL for a few months now. It’s been fine. I’ve gotten tipped, met a few people and been hired from it a few times. There’s some girls there that I don’t care for, but that’s what happens when women work together. Our personalities just don’t mesh so I don’t really enjoy being around them. No problem. I generally just don’t work when they’re there. It’s pretty easy to avoid people. lol.

Now one of the reasons I came to this club to work is SPECIFICALLY because in the rules it says, and I quote:

★Voice is preferred and allowed here HOWEVER it is NOT required.

Awesome! I can voice sometimes and the times I can’t or aren’t in the mood to, I don’t have to! Right?


I THOUGHT I was right since I’ve been working there for months now. I’ve been in there with and without voice. I’ve had the owners and general manager and other managers in there with me while I was NOT on voice. No one ever said a word. Then today one of them IMs me and says I HAVE to be able to hear voice while working.


REALLY?!? Monnnths later and now you’re telling me I have to hear voice? Months after I’ve been working there and making tips and getting hired and giving you a cut. Months after I’ve been renting a room on your sim because I thought it was a cute idea. Months after, between paying that rent, their cut and my adboard, I’ve given you thousssandsss of Linden, you decide I have to have voice on. FOR FUCK’S SAKE. COME ON.

I get that a lot of people love voice in SL. I know that. But I also know that there are plenty that don’t. I want to be able to voice when I feel like it, but not be required to do it when I don’t. Honestly, 90% of my clients are text only. I’ve had 5 figure days of earning with just text. Multiple times. My emotes are generally well liked. Hell, I know several guys who prefer to not ever use voice because they say it takes them out of the fantasy.

SO if you’re going to REQUIRE voice to be on, maybe you shouldn’t have in your rules that VOICE IS NOT REQUIRED. DOES THAT MAKE FUCKING SENSE TO YOU?

I’m contemplating quitting the club. I dunno. I can go in sometimes with voice when it’s empty I guess. Because last time I had my voice on in there I heard two managers, a girl and a client talking about the most retarded shit. Dog fucking and gay husbands and how they’re practically virgins anyways and just… lots of crude, vulgar things that generally probably shouldn’t be on the club floor. You obviously know I don’t have a problem with crude, vulgar things but a lot of potential clients DO. So unless your club is catering towards those themes, the club floor should be more subdued and seductive than crass and vulgar.


I’ll probably end up quitting.

Probably unrelated events, but hey, I smiled.

I know this is going to make me sound like a catty bitch, but hey, sometimes I AM a catty bitch so it’s ok.

Every where you work there’s always going to be some people you don’t like. I think that’s even more true when you’re a woman working with only woman, like in an SL adult club. There are NUMEROUS girls that work at this club that I don’t particularly care for, for whatever reasons. And I don’t try to cause drama or anything intentionally. If I’m working at the same time as they are, I just mind my own business, though I generally try to just avoid them completely for my own sake.

Some of them are just obnoxious and rude. And earlier today I came in while one of them was dancing and getting tipped by a guy. I got on the stage on the opposite side of the room and didn’t even say hello. I decided to let the girls that were talking to him just keep going without me interrupting to say hi to everyone. Within minutes of being on stage the guy had tipped the girl I don’t like 2 or 3 times. Good for her.

Then he tipped me too. I was a bit surprised since I hadn’t even said hi, but I emoted him. Within like 2 minutes he IMs me and asks for my card. She announced she was leaving, and then he hired me. xD

Another terrible club in the works.

A few weeks ago I had some girl at Redlight banned because she was spamming everyone that landed there about some new club. A few days later another girl, who was about 2 days old, messaged me and told me about the same club. She was at least polite so I asked for a LM to go check it out. And she didn’t know what a LM was.

After about 45 minutes of explaining to her what it was, and how to make one, and her telling me about the owner of the club, she managed to give me a LM and I just sorta forgot about it.

Well today I noticed an adboard for the club and decided I’d go check it out for the hell of it. I landed and it was empty other than one other person standing outside. As I wandered around the owner eventually logged on outside as well. I tried finding an application giver but there was nothing. And btw, the decor was awwwful and looked like the club was straight outta 2009. But anyways, the traffic was 14k, on a full sim, and there was no one inside. One or two adboards rented and no history for highest tipped or highest donor. So I’m assuming botted traffic, though I could be wrong.

After a while of searching for the app I just decided to IM the owner since he was just outside. And here’s what followed.

[12:24] Slut Fallen: Is there any sort of application or anything to fill out for your club? lol
[12:39] Club Owner: ?
[12:40] Slut Fallen: Is there an application to apply to work in your club? I went there and was looking for one but couldn’t find anything.
[12:40] Club Owner: yes
[12:41] Club Owner: what’s your username?
[12:41] Club Owner: I mean the viewer name, not the account
[12:41] Slut Fallen: Firestorm
[12:41] Slut Fallen: that’s the viewer I’m using if that’s what youre asking
[12:41] ** sends me a TP **
[12:42] Slut Fallen: did you mean display name? lol
[12:42] Club Owner: yes, sorry about that
[12:44] Slut Fallen: ok….both my username and display name should show in the IM. lol
[12:45] Club Owner: I’m on my phone. I can’t see any of that
[12:45] Slut Fallen: ok. I’ll just come back later and see if you have apps available then.
** I TP out **
[12:47] Club Owner: I can give you the application but it’s something id like to take care of now
[12:48] Slut Fallen: Getting an app from a club shouldn’t be so difficult. lol. It would be a good idea if you had an application giver set up so girls can just pick one up if they’re interested without having to ask you and bug you while you’re mobile.
[12:48] Club Owner: Once I get on my computer I doubt we’ll talk 🙂
[12:48] Club Owner: that’s true
[12:51] Club Owner: I will take care of that later. one second as I send the app
[12:52] Slut Fallen: no problem.
[12:52]  ** gives me a brochure about the club **
[12:52] Club Owner: you should have it now
[12:53] Slut Fallen: I have a brochure but nothing to fill out to apply to work there.
[12:53] Club Owner: lol I could give you the extensive one but it needs to be edited
[12:53] Club Owner: the idea is to make it as easy as possible
[12:53] Club Owner: one sec I have the one I give escorts
[12:53] ** Gives me a manual about escorts needing to rent an adboard, etc. **
[12:54] Club Owner: read over it and feel free to ask any question you’d like
[12:54] Club Owner: as long as you’re able to agree to these policies, you are eligible for a job.
[12:54] Slut Fallen: well, typically an app has question to fill out and…apply. If I just look at the brochure and don’t fill anything out, how do you know if you want me to work there and how do I tell you I want to work there? A brochure and a manual just tell the person what the place is like, not actually give them a way to say “Hey I wanna work for you, am I good enough?” So, thanks anyways, but no thanks. It seems like you aren’t really set up to open or function yet. I’ll check back some other time.
[12:56] Club Owner: I’m on my phone at work. this is me monitoring my current employees. Now you could kindly calm your ass down and wait for me to do this properly or you can go on your merry way. I told you ahead of time that this would be informal as I’m not on my computer
[12:56] Slut Fallen: If you don’t even have an app for a girl to fill out though, how do you expect to get any additional employees?
[12:57] Club Owner: if you want the pretentious bullshit, there you go. all in the notecard.
[12:58] Club Owner: this is SL. not many are willing to waste time filling an application like its a real world deal. they want to be out there working for their money. those are the people who make it here
[12:58] Slut Fallen: Wow, FINALLY got an application, when that’s what I IMed asking for in the first place. You were the one that went through and sent a ton of other bullshit when I Just asked for a simple item. No thank you, no longer interested and good luck. If you didn’t have one for me to fill out you could have just said “we don’t have an app” and told me how you go about hiring girls.
[12:58] Slut Fallen: Again, thanks but no thanks, and good luck.
[12:58] Club Owner: You as we’ll.
[12:58] Club Owner: *well
** I closed the IM **

[13:00] Club Owner: the application was valid but as we’ve relocated we’re also working on our method of application. I explained that to you yet you insisted on an app. The manual states your eligibility, and the brochure shows you what the club is about. If you aren’t eligible then what’s the point of giving an application?
[13:00] Club Owner: People who come off the way you did tend to jump the gun. nonetheless good luck.
[13:00] Slut Fallen: no, you didn’t explain it. You just said gave me a bunch of random notecards and then told me the app wasn’t ready and I said I would go back later. But it’s a moot point now as I’m not interested and I doubt you’d want me there anyways. Have a good day.
** At this point I just blocked him **

So. Needless to say I will NOT be working at Club V***. And I wouldn’t recommend them to anyone either.

Lemme tell you about the worst club I’ve ever worked at.

Not gonna name any names, but if you know me there’s a decent chance you heard me complain about this place at some point.

I worked there sometime in the end of 2013. It had been open for a little while when I applied, but whenever I had gone to look at it, it had always been empty with one or two girls working. When I finally applied I did it because I had noticed the traffic had been consistently 20k+ in the Search. So I thought maybe they were having events or expanding their clientele. Plus I generally do prefer clubs where I am not required to be on voice whenever I am on stage, since I live with my RL BF and a room mate. Not that either of them mind me voicing. I just don’t like more or less ignoring my BF to voice in SL when he’s home.

Anyways, I applied and got hired. And I quickly figured out there were no events, and almost no clients. What there WAS were 15-25 bots at any given time. I don’t mind when a club has a couple bots, especially if they’re used for group invites or some other purpose, but 15-25 is nothing but a bot traffic farm.

I ignored it while I was there because, eh, the traffic helped random people come in and if I was working, more often than not, I got tipped. They didn’t all STAY, especially when there was a staff of 3-7 girls, depending on who had been randomly fired that day. But I made decent enough $L there. Enough that for the last month I was there I was the highest tipped girl on the board. Then the owner “cleared” the board and within a couple days I was at the top again. More on that later.

The girl I spent most of my time talking to there was randomly fired one day. Because the manager/co-owner thought that she was being disrespectful when really, she had just made a joke that the owners couldn’t understand. And they wouldn’t let anyone try to explain the situation or give their version of it either. Neither of them speak English all that well. It’s certainly not their first language and they have trouble with complex sentences or ideas. Not that I have anything against people who speak English as a second language, but it CAN be hard to communicate with them sometimes. So, that girl was fired on the spot.

Within a week or so I was ejected from the group. When I asked why I was told that because I was a “two-faced liar” that owned a “club”.

The “club” in question? A skybox that was, yes, in my picks. And yes, there was an online notification board in it, as well as a tip jar in case anyone TP’d in and wanted to check if I was online or leave a tip/tribute. There was no dance poles, or dance furniture. There was a couple couches and a greedy table. So, that was my “club”. Oh, and it also had a traffic of 15.

So when I told the owner that was a ridiculous reason to fire her highest tipped girl she said I was no longer the highest tipped because she had reset the board again. Like suddenly resetting the board meant that all the money that I had earned, along with the cut they took, just didn’t exist anymore. I laughed, told her to enjoy her 20 bot traffic and was immediately banned.

Fast forward a bit. Not a few weeks later and the club was no long showing in the top search results when I looked up “escorts”. So I searched for it specifically and it had moved land and dropped down to about 3k traffic. It stayed that way for a long time. Later as I was looking through the newly opened clubs, like I do sometimes when I’m bored, I found one I’d never heard of. Tried to TP over and…. I was banned. Looked into it a bit and it was the same club, but with a new name. It stayed that way for a while, and just within the last week or so it has gone BACK to the original name.

Well. I’m a nosy fucker. >.> So tonight I decide to get on an alt and see what it looks like now. Following are two pics I took. One shows the TWO rented adboards they have, [ names and faces of the girls blocked for their privacy ]. There were some bot names I recognized from my time there, as well as a few ones. Picture of my radar included, with names blocked out there as well. I tried to go up to the bots to get pics of them, but there’s a security orb in their bot box with them, so I wasn’t able to.

But, yeah, with all of 2 dancers/escorts, they clearly need those 13 bots to get the 20k+ traffic they currently have again.

Random 5am thoughts.

Tirreeeed. D: But I wanted to write down a few things before I pass out, especially since I’ve been so lazy the last few days and haven’t posted. First off, random pic of me at Rouge Brothel tonight.

Earlier I had a guy message me with a few questions about my services, namely if “no limits” meant NO limits. And generally they do. I mean, there are some things I might turn down if it’s something I don’t think I’d be GOOD at doing for them and they’d be better off finding someone with experience. But generally I’m willing to try about anything. So we chat for a while and he tells me the kind of scene and interests he wants to explore and lemme tell you…. the MAJORITY of escorts in SL probably wouldn’t touch those RPs. But I agree to give it a go and he TPs me. Then asks for my rates. I had ASSUMED he had taken my card from Rouge since when he IMed me that’s where he was. But nope. No problem. I pass him my card. And surprise, he says I’m too expensive. And that he knew I wouldn’t be cheap but he thought “not cheap” in Lindens was still less than I charge.

Fine, I hear that a lot. I wish him good luck and TP home. But it just made me laugh a little that he went into all that detail about the kind of scene he wanted and such but never bothered to look at my prices first. lol.

And just the other day I had another guy tell me my prices were reasonable.

Seriously, you are NOT going to get a decent looking girl, who can PROVE she is a girl, that has almost no limits, her own place and all her own sex furniture for the price of some random noob girl. Also, I speak pretty darn good English, am an experienced roleplayer and my emotes are more than decent. You get what you pay for. Ah well.

There was something else I was going to write about but fuck if I remember now.

Oh. Right. Ehhh. I’ll do that tomorrow. I’m tired.