I knoooow all clubs and stores go through people copying them when/if they start to have any sort of success, but it still annoys me. lol.
I mean sure, it could be a coincidence. It could be three weeks after I uploaded our logo, another Daddy/babygirl themed club decided they wanted a diamond studded background, white script with a hot pink glow outline…. but…yeah. I dunno where I’m going with that. Either way, it’s going to happen plenty more times with Babygirls doing as well as it has been.
Been pretty busy lately. Had more girls and guys coming in. Sunday was a bit slow after the time change but it’s been picking back up now.
I’ve been kinda… guh… the last few days. I dunno. I’m not even sure how to explain it really. I think I’ve just been feeling a bit needy and attention whore-y. Whether I am or not is besides the point but I feel like I’ve been needing extra attention or something, and then I feel bad for being attention whore-y. Hah. And it’s silly because I get a ton of love and affection. But sometimes I’m bad at expressing myself just because I get so used to not wanting to bother someone. Even if I know I’m not, I’m always worried or second guessing and thinking I’m being annoying or terrible. And especially when it’s….certain THINGS I’m not good at asking for what I want. Especially if I get self conscious or start feeling like maybe it’s my fault in the first place… I don’t know.
I know I’m being vague but I’m not really sure how to describe it and I don’t want to get into super in depth details. Over all things are still wonderful and I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. It’s just sometimes I get paranoid and hard on myself because I get SO DAMN SHY and scared about somethings.
Ugh. I just deleted a whole paragraph of more nonsense. Ok ok. I’m done before this entry goes completely insane.